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Nothing is always nothing

Nothing is always nothing, And so I never change, Never leaving behind this pain, Love is pain, Beyond all pleasure, Loves wraith has no measure, Loves scars, And Love tears apart, All that we hold dear, All that I hold dear, My heart, Is empty, It rarly beats in the shadows that consumes it, Love has taken it toll, I can no longer try,
Love, Has a sweet taste, But a bitter cost, Nothing is always nothing, And so shall I remain, Broken, And ashamed, Of all I once did for love, Of all I once did for y

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It's Supposed To HurtTake me down, To your underground, Where you reign supreme,
Like broken glass, You maim my flesh as i crawl on hands and knees, Pain has never tasted so sweet,
Take me down, To your underground, Where you reign supreme,
Walk in my hallowed garden, Blazened with weeds, Take the only thing of beauty, Leaving me, Empty,
Take me down, To your underground, Where you reign supreme,
Rape my skin, Covered in blood and sin, As i drown in your dark sea, Struggling to breath,
Take me down It's Supposed To Hurt
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Love LostBroken heart, Trembles with fear, Afraid of a future blow, Tries to sew the wounds shut, But they ache too much, It's too hard, Too soon, To heal, But when will time turn these wounds into scars, When will time heal all,
Black cloud, A hole, Within the heart, Seeking to be filled, But when will the other half appear, When will the heart be complete, Will that too come in time, Or is love a fickle thing, There one minute and gone another, Or can love really last an eternity,
Tears, Scars, Anxiety, &n Love Lost
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Mask of makeupI put a mask on yesterday to hide my emotions to the world. Each smear of foundation perfectly blending into
my skin hides the scars of the past. Eyeshadow covers the bruises and bloodshot eyes from countless
nights of crying. Blush brings color to my
face so they can't see the pale sick child inside. Putting lipstick on
will sweeten my words so they will
sound appealing to thier
ears.I put a mask
on yesterday only to cry it away later to reveal the one within.

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I'm so tired

Wed Aug 8, 2007, 6:28 PM

Mood: Tired
Listening to: lullaby by origa
Reading: nothing..too tired
Watching: nothing..too tired
Playing: with nothing..too tired
Eating: nothing..too tired
Drinking: nothing...too tired

I found a job...YAY for me! I actually have something to do. I work at a spay and neuter clinic. In the surgery room..I get to see odd stuff. A lot of blood and guts. lol. i never thought i would be able to stand watching that kind of stuff. (because i really dont like the sight of blood) Its really interesting.

I work long hours though. I'm in surgery for like four to five hours almost. and then i help with taking care of the clinic animals. On surgery days its 10 and a half hours. and still rather long days when we arent doing surgery. sometimes 8 hours. And i'm so tired. I have done nothing ince i have started this job. I get home and go to sleep. I'm actually staying up after my "bed time" to write this.

I'm just glad that some of my worries are taken care of...now i can start on the others.

I just wanted everyone to know that i'm okay. I'm too tired to obsess about the little things.

Love you all,
joshy

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I'm just a sinner seeking penance. I'm a flaw seeking perfection. I'm a void seeking completion. I'm need and yearning.

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Current Residence: the realm of my shatttered mind
Interests: men of course oops....I mean art!
Favourite movie: Anything funny and romantic
Favourite band or musician: There are too many
Favourite genre of music: Anything you could dance to
Favourite artist: Other people
Favourite poet or writer: Other people,and derrick
Favourite photographer: Anyone but me
Favourite style of art: Abstract
Shell of choice: my own
Wallpaper of choice: sesshomaru
Skin of choice: nothing really
Favourite game: pong in my head
Favourite gaming platform: sex?
Favourite cartoon character: Sesshomaru
Personal Quote: "Love is a lie!!!!"
Tools of the Trade: pencil

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~Hiei4242 Jul 11, 2009, 11:36:26 AM

ELLO!!! O-O

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the three eyed sexy fire demon one who calls himself Hiei!

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~Undines-ice Jul 15, 2009, 2:55:34 AM

hey! how is it going? miss you

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Void is the heart,
Unheard is the sad song my soul sings,
So let the rain come,
And wash away my tears,
To clean the darkened slate,
To be pure once more,

Au revoir,
Undines-ice...*Je t`aime*

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~Darksama18 May 27, 2008, 3:32:07 PM

hey joshy how are you haven't talked to you in sometime..its like you fell of the face of the earth

u didn't did you.

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~Erzebeth Jul 16, 2007, 5:22:39 PM

Hi sweetie, just passing by to say hi ^^

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-[.Your words, bury me of what i used to be
I can't erase all those things I've seen.]-

"...agh burzum-ishi krimpatul?"
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*MangaAgnam Mar 15, 2007, 8:40:00 PM

Nobodies' posted here in forever.

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~Erzebeth Oct 5, 2005, 1:01:18 PM

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-[.Your words, bury me of what i used to be
I can't erase all those things I've seen.]-

"...agh burzum-ishi krimpatul?"
<.]..[.>

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-[.Your words, bury me of what i used to be
I can't erase all those things I've seen.]-

"...agh burzum-ishi krimpatul?"
<.]..[.>

~Hiei4242 Aug 4, 2005, 3:51:44 PM

I forgive you

. I really care about you and I don't like hearing you say that kind of stuff. You are a beautiful person and you deserve so much.

I'm in my chat.

--
I

and

the three eyed sexy fire demon one who calls himself Hiei!

PLEASE HELP ME SAVE WOLVES! THEY NEED OUR HELP!!

To Take Action Please Visit Here:

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